Brain goes off-topic


Yup, it’s 22nd, and I’m on again one day later!
Lord, how’s that even possible? Did Darius actually think about the importance of his readers, or he has nothing better to do with his life so he just pops up here, writes his misery, and leaves?

Well, guess what…?

Nah, just… I put some Jazz going on in the background, and besides coffee, WordPress was the only thing that missed. So I thought I’ll just mention shortly the stuff I told in the previous thread, maybe talk in-between something different that is lead by my intuition, and finally come to the end of another post.

It is 12:30 AM right now, and I cannot wait for the day of tomorrow, today actually… to return back home. Drinking coffee while typing makes me so much more creative, and it gives you a sensation better than the gum five can.

Talking about coffee, I visited today Starbucks for the first time in my life. I’ve heard/read so many thousands of praises concerning it from all kind of teenagers: “OMG STARBUCKS” , “BEST COFFEE IN THE WORLD”, “ADLFKJD STAARBUCKS, KILL ME” etc… that as a coffee lover, I simply had to try it.

First experience. Well, it went more or less wrong, but I still liked it.
I went there to taste their coffee, right?
Good, well… I ordered a frappuccino with vanilla. And the cashier asked me straight away: “With coffee or without?”. At that point, I understood a frappuccino with an extra coffee. And then I was like: “Nah, without coffe.”, the thing I ordered was more than enough for me at that time. She meant actually that the frappucino should’ve been mixed with coffee, because otherwise… it was simply a kind of vanilla ice cream with ice and whip on the top of it.

I got it, I sat down, I tasted it… it was simply delicious. But a few minutes later, when I was at the half of the glas with the straw in my mouth, I suddenly wondered: “But, how about the coffee? Where is it? That’s what I came for.”

Then I came to the whole realization.

At least… now I’m even more curious for the next time to try it out again. But that time, in the right way.

I felt it from the beginning on that my brain is working slowly at this time, so I guess I’ll keep the rest for sometime else if I appeared all at once with my damn coffee.

But giving it a short preview what I was going to “preach” about, were some theoretical lessons that I had to deal with in the private time, so I was going to make an indirect essay out of it, and get to a conclusion as always.

I’m actually glad I got to the point to tell you about my lil Starbucks story of today, ‘cuz I’m sure it’s more pleasant than other kind of… philosophical evaluation.

All that being said, I might also go sleep soon because I’m more than ready for the trip back home, and I’ll see you again soon enough.

But until then,
Make sure you take care,
And see you again,
Next time.







Middle August

Helloes to everyone!

“Everyone”, like there were amounts of people risking out their lives to read these lines… hah. Anyway, if you got this far – how are you doing?

It’s been a good-good-good while since I didn’t touch WordPress anymore, but I’m glad for not forgetting completely about it. It would’ve been much better mentaining the audience I had, but unfortunately I’m also feels-dependent… so if I don’t write whenever I feel like, it feels like a job that needs to be accomplished, and it ain’t made of my own pleasure.

However, time flew pretty fast as always, especially this season… and yes, we should be all prepared to welcome Autumn. Maybe not our favourite one, but always know what happened in the past, assure your future, and make sure you live in the present.

Not like you’d ever miss Autumns, but who knows?

Anyway, I’m typing this whole stuff at 5 AM, so don’t expect me to come out with some innovation this time.

I purchased a new laptop recently. This way, I might get more motivated typing more often in here, so let’s call this good news.

On the other hand, as you already know, for most students out there is the vacation over soon. So is it for me, and I can barely remind me anything that just happened all this time while being away from this platform.

No, I didn’t go nuts and blazed it around the street corners. Neither do I have Alzheimer. Alright, maybe a bit of that. But… let’s be honest here, the free good time always disappears from nowhere, doesn’t it?

Started off by 1 week in Italy. Pros: Food was extremely delicious. Cons: People could barely speak any English, and events didn’t take too much place around there, so completely boring. Really funny for it being a tourist attraction country, and not mastering English whatsoever.

Besides that criticism, surroundings were pretty beautiful, I gotta admit that, but… yep, that’s pretty much it.

So, one week later… finally back at it again with the daydreaming and games. Those days were so wonderful that they simply faded away like some falling stars. Took like 2-3 weeks til I went on holiday somewhere else, again. Because: “Parents’ Suggestion”.

Now God bless I’m at the end of the 2nd week, and I’m really looking forward to get back home, overthink some topics probably, and come to you guys with some new subjects to think about.

I’m really hyped, I hope so are you. Worst case scenario I’ll forget or have an empty mind, and in the end do absolutely nothing about it. Buuuut, I assume that won’t happen.

This has been partly my summer. Not too much info to point out, but I’ll make sure too dive deeper and re-think the whole stuff again, because some emotions took place as usual…

And I’ll make sure to return, and share them with you guys.

But until then!!

I wish you the best,

And see you again,

Next time.

Back for the second


Yep, it has been a while. I haven’t blogged at all anymore… the whole month May actually.

What can I tell, a month full of surprises, more or less.
Summer is also near, people are getting hyped. Me too, I think.
It’s a great way of relief for those whose hobby is chilling.
Like my case for instance. I was going to sign up for the driving license – “Oh my god, me finally driving! This will be definitely a summer full of work and learning, and I’ll finally have something that I’ll need for the rest of my life.”. Turns out I can start only in October, meaning I won’t have anything to do, except not stressing out as mentioned.

Other people are preparing to celebrate, “to find unforgettable moments”, to drink all day and all night, and to go insane. All that kind of unneeded trash.
Readers might go like: “But Darius, that is what summer is all about!”
Not really. Usually it is an illusion, a self-manipulation targeting the feelings.
And in the end, many times the whole fun is a lie.

Don’t take it too serious, I do not say we have no reason to be happy about. That was generally speaking.
It’s like those posts you see on the internet, “Expectation and Reality”, something similar to that.

Anyway, besides all that… I’m pretty sure I’ve lost 99% of my readers due my inactivity. But if you’re reading right now, I hope you’ll have an excellent summer that you will be always satisfied to remind yourself of.

Closing out shortly, that’s it for now – I’ll probably post only like this from now on, because there’s not too much to point out… I wish you the best until next time

And as always,
Hope you’re having a great day,
Take care, and see you again,
Next time


Trip Day

What’s more fun than going on a trip with your family on the last day before school? Nothing. Especially if all stores and everything’s closed, and you drive a bunch of km away only to go for a walk.


I think I will be taking a break off the blog for a while, and return in the moment I will be more enlightened with more interesting subjects to talk about. But I might still leave some short “messages” as an alert that I haven’t died yet.

Until then my people, take care

“Drive” safely, whatever your plans are

And see you again, next time.


With a bit of delay today…

I will be discussing the different layers of a certain group of people I’ve met throughout my plain journey. But more likely, the way humanity’s system of thinking functions.

Usually I start earlier on to type, but for some irrelevant reasons like sleeping longer, daydreaming and chatting with more or less interesting people – it’s the case for this to happen.

ANYWAY, I’ve been confronting different personalities along my routine, and it’s a difficult work to split up all the variety of humans into the right order. Depending on the angle and its height of the overview, you can divide up the particular people.
For instance, if you’re full of emotions, and cannot think clearly anymore – you will be most likely something like: “Everyone sucks!” . That’s probably a judgment of the highest angle possible. In other words expressed: a very general-looking choice or decision, without diving deep into the details of the specific persons.

That way of looking at things can be effective and stupid at the same time. It’s a good relief, to tell yourself the way it is, and get right together with your own person. If it’s a lie or not, if you know it or you do not, it can settle things down – that way you can return into the relaxing mood and start thinking more luminous. Or maybe sleep first, and then re-start the thoughts about the respective subject.

The more complex way of looking at people, is the one after getting deeper into the path of their common reality. Trying to understand and get straight: what are they aware of, what are they not aware of, what are their intentions, and what aren’t their intentions.

General speaking, it is a big matter when to start analyzing and judging. At the first sight, there’s the well-known quote: “Don’t ever judge at the first sight.”. Personally, I think it’s a tricky interpretation. Because you have to agree with it. But we are at a time, where ordinary people can be easily read with a bit of quick good intuition and elementary perception.
But, we won’t be talking about that. Because that requires more than you can imagine.

Non-chronologically said, I had to deal with all kind of people because that’s a part of survival for most of us. We’re born and taught with the rule of unity, therefore it ain’t a matter how good or bad we are – we are supposed to come in contact with other people.
There are exceptions, but in average, that’s what takes place at the beginning of our lives so it can guide us on.

As mentioned, I had to cross over an amount of people. I’m sure so did you, and there’s another, by far a bigger crowd that you’ll have to step over again in your remaining lifetime.
And here we go again, layers, and people. I swear it can be so exhausting while thinking about an exact paradoxical structure of the image you have in the head. Especially if you have no order in it.
Either way, up to now, there are the virtuality and reality – right ? And that’s also an other enormous topic. How people have the capacity to change behaviours and “adapt” into the real/virtuality they are. From that point, you have to perceive what’s the more natural perspective of the corresponding person, and if there even is one natural aspect or not.
The big issue is, that almost nobody’s taking it step by step, and when it’s about having an imagine of someone – the unknown things, will be either misjudged or predicted.
And predictions, are a rare “event” to be correctly interpreted.

I’ll be closing the topic with a more abrupt and mysterious end, because the theme is a form of depth that you cannot climb out of.
But one important easy thing to memorize, is to let yourself time and have expectations on both of sides. That’s one little obvious secret that will help you have an arrangement in your life.

Have a nice day !

As always,
Take care,
And see you again, next time.


Good beautiful mornin’ !

Saturday, my favorite day of the week. The week’s behind you, and tomorrow’s another free day. Just, simply amazing. Plus the fact that Monday’s free as well for almost everyone in this case. Day of work. And we got free on the day of work. What an irony.

But the day’s welcome to me, and I’ll definitely take it.

Saturday’s usually the day I sleep most. 20 freaking 4 hours.
I mean, because I dream most. I sleep like 8 up to 10 hours… on weekends for sure.
Awake or not, the dream’s always on the highway running on and on.
It’s a way of joy for the most that generally do that. Also called comfort zone many times. I’m sure you’ve heard about that ! It’s not like the best thing really. Not at all.

Personally, I had a period of time where I used to “perform” this act, this daydreaming a lot. It put me at a disadvantage a bunch of times, but at the same time… you know, I still do that.
It felt like many times people were talking to me, and all I was concentrating on, was their faces. What did I do ? Nodding up and down obviously. Yes, yes, yes. You are right, so are you, so are you. But in the end they expected answers from me, so it didn’t turn out too well. Smiley face.

Yep, I used to do that a plenty of times. I liked doing it, but it wasn’t really the endless pleasure. Good, up to a certain point. And then, boom, disappointment.
Later on, the plan was to stop it all. It’s a bad habit from the bottom up to the top. Some people see these daydreams as a box of nothing in their brains. Mostly at men. And on the other side, women, that dream their fantasies.
I had both pretty much.

The whole story about this mysterious term, is that it can turn into a pure distraction. Leading to the most general factor, the impossibility to concentrate, followed up by a few others. I still have it myself. And in the end, for instance at school, it’s pretty ridiculous to ask your classmate over and over again what did the teacher affirm. Really irritating.

Anyway, my suggestion: not the best, but neither the worst.
Saturday’s the day for it, keep up the good work !

Thanks a lot,
And see you again, next time.







Your morning’s philosophy check.

Haphazard Blog Posts

My prior post was about beliefs and how you are taught to fit into society because of these beliefs. Now I’m going to dive into why these beliefs make you integrate into the society and therefore lose your “natural self”.

So first of all there are a few beliefs that everybody has, otherwise there wouldn’t be a society. The most basic belief that people have is that they’re an entity in a world. Obviously nobody can disagree on that, but you can’t prove it, since the only way to prove it would be through the belief itself, that’s why this is a belief and not a reality, and since you have this belief, you will attribute certain labels to yourself that people throw at you.

As an example think of all the adjectives your family used to describe you when you were younger. Maybe smart or tall or handsome, maybe…

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British Weather


Alright. My clothes got wet as hell, but that’s fine. I’ve also told my parent to pick me up from the bus station. But by the time she got there, I was already home. I was thinking she would bring me the umbrella coming by foot, and I would meet her on the way out. Instead, she took the car at a few meters distance from the bus station.

That’s how even a little thing can be misleading. How about general conversations ? People make fun of the obvious. Shouldn’t be the most common thing. But hey, we are some intellectual high advanced beings, aren’t we ? Let’s pour all that comes out of our minds, and affect the lower ones. Right ? No, it ain’t right.

Sometimes you may feel the need to get off  a scammer, a fraud – and start offending it. It’s completely understandable. Higher or lower, whatever his levels are – there are many lost cases, like at the police, but the people themselves being the lost cases. Mentioned the offense, right ? If you really want to, make it happen only with the thoughts. That’s the spirit.

Otherwise, of course, you’ll be seen in the wrong way by many ones, and even if your person doesn’t give a damn – there will be others out there that will.

That’s it with the rainy day for the moment,
Take care… see you again, next time.

lit Friday

7:05, usually I don’t even realize when it’s Friday and when it’s not. Except my subconsciousness, eventually. It’s like another regular day, where you have the mission to visit the school’s building. Noisy cars in the morning, waiting for the bus to bring you over, warm orange lights… BLOODY LIGHTS, you barely open your eyes and it’s full of them.

8:30, break. One essential thing what happens in the breaks… it happened even more often before I didn’t have access to the internet – is the cringy moment where you have no plans and no one’s company for one accurate subject to talk about. And many times instead of dwelling around, you might try to start an unneeded conversation, a pure trashtalk. Conclusion, generally for the more retired ones in terms of society, doesn’t work out. You could see the network as an option, that’s what most do, inclusively me. But I won’t categorize the phone as something very beneficial, but more likely a distraction. It doesn’t mean the internet is useless. Contrariwise, it could be the best you could have. But not with the social medias and all the mainstream crap that everyone falls into.

9:30, big break. “The break I have to eat something.”. This thought can get me busy, that’s really acceptable.

11:25, had a business-management test. It ran pretty well. Such things can be a true relief, especially before the weekend. Now it feels like I predicted the title, the weekend will be really lit indeed. The insecurity before writing is always pretty high for some non-logical reason. When you’re not aware of what’s incoming, nervosity is clear. But otherwise, unneeded trash.

I’ll pop-up again at home, but until then…

Take care. See you again, next time.

Hey !

Update: Case Resolved

A little announcement,

For all the readers, make sure you access the post and read it afterwards. Not from the home page. I’m not telling you why, I’m not making it too easy for you, but it’s definitely more stimulating – have faith.
You can also grab a tea, a coffee, a drink, a snack, whatever you wish and put yourself in that sensation like in the moment you are watching a movie. You’re doing the same here, just in another way.
Actually, no, you’re not doing the same. It’s even more productive, get that.

Also make sure you check my mate, Denis, for more educational content. But I usually reblog his texts, so you don’t have to open another page. You’re welcome.

So am I, welcome. Because I’m really thankful to the ones that read, try to let themselves some time, and think about it.

Sincerely thank you again,
See you again, next time.